Wow.... Sorry its been a very long time... i get so carried away in life i forget to write it all down. i just Got back from Church Camp... It was amazing, God showed me so many things in my life that needed to change.  and he called me to ministry!! i am now filling out my applications to work at Global Youth Camps. I feel i need to work with youth and i feel that God is calling me to this mission.  If you want to help me get there, and you can, I need anyone that is willing to pledge 50 dollars a month for 10 months to help get me to Americamp Staff next summer. i have to raise 4000 dollars.   not only do i need funding support, i need all of your prayers. This mission is not going to be easy to attain, but all things are possible through Christ who is my strength, and i know that he will take me where he wants me to go :)

Also i want to just say that Its not been an easy week, God broke me in many ways, i feel so entirely helpless, but thats most likely where i need to be. because in my weakness then i am really strong!  I quit smoking, and started quiet times, And im just On fire for God, and cant WAIT to be on mission for him!!!!!!! YAY GOD!!!