I miss my best friend... i guess things change and some people are merely here for a season... but Erica and I were inseperable... and now i feel completely replaced... i never hear from her, and when i do, its only for a few seconds.... she has a new best friend now and i new boyfriend, and have i heard any about either one? not at all. i know we have to move on in life... it just breaks my heart to see the one person who has always been there for me slipping farther and farther from my fingertips.... i will ALWAYS love you Lucky.
Im losing so many people at once, i feel completely and utterly forgotten and alone. I dont know how to channel my feelings, or who to run to, because the people that i normally run to arent there for me anymore. i find myself trying to run to people that were in my life in the past, who really dont give a shit what im saying or what i need or who the heck i am. i dont feel like there is a soul in the world who really wants me the way i am, i dont feel wanted or needed or even the least bit loved... people say that love me, but its so cliche.... I need reality... but i guess i have to accept that lonliness is my new reality...........
Im losing so many people at once, i feel completely and utterly forgotten and alone. I dont know how to channel my feelings, or who to run to, because the people that i normally run to arent there for me anymore. i find myself trying to run to people that were in my life in the past, who really dont give a shit what im saying or what i need or who the heck i am. i dont feel like there is a soul in the world who really wants me the way i am, i dont feel wanted or needed or even the least bit loved... people say that love me, but its so cliche.... I need reality... but i guess i have to accept that lonliness is my new reality...........
