Have you ever felt so completely happy...yet you know something in your life is drastically wrong? yet you cant contemplate the thought of letting it go, because it is beyond your imagination of possibly giving it up. i cant fathom being without this love, or being in another series of events where no one seems to care. i know without a shadow of a doubt that im in love, yet i cant seem to hold onto being content. Still my thoughts seem to be a puzzled daze, and i dont want to feel the world around me. why cant i just put my thoughts together, and get out of this terrible and unknown realm of rejection.  Just like the wind, ive always been...drifting higher than the sky that never ends...through thick and thin, i never win. but i will fight both life and death to save her. i will face my destiny everyday i live...and the best of me is all i have to give.....